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Dead inside

Dead inside

Every day is a struggle, slowly losing my mind
Every day is a nightmare, that never seems to end
Every day breathing feels like a chore, burdened by this agony
I’m ready for it to end, so I can reunite with my loved ones.

Every day I echo a prayer, for God to take me
Every day I smile, just to hide the sadness
Every day my heart beats faster, tears fall
So drained and numb, lacking motivation to live.

Every day the world crumbles before me, I know that I’m not okay
Every day I become engulfed, in the raging thoughts in my mind
Every day I put on a mask, to hide the emptiness inside me
My constant need to seem okay, leaves me drained each day.

Every day I’m numb, from the tiredness surrounding me
Every day I ignore the ache in my eyelids, the pounding in my head
Every day I fight a battle that never ends, exhausted to the core
Screaming yet no one seems to hear.

Every day I’m tired to go to bed, so I remain on the floor
Every day I get flashbacks, of the happy girl I used to be
Every day I’m falling, with no intention of stopping
Sleep eludes me, can’t keep my thoughts concealed.

Every day I’m exhausted, attempting to hold my eyelids up
Every day I put on headphones, to block out the world
Every day I hold on, when all I want is to give up
Wanting to go to a deep sleep, from which one doesn’t awake.

Every day I’m weary, tired and jaded, alone my tears glisten
Every day I drown in my tears, bleeding on the inside
Every day I look and feel faded, too tired to care
Realizing the battle is over, death occurred long ago!

Every day my tears make me so blind, I don’t know what to do
Every day I just sit, rotting and fading away
Every day I’m in pain, without a clue as to what I’m doing
I’m stuck in a rut; I just want to rest…

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